Doesn't beautiful objects, but there is beautiful things. I feel something awesome. might have beauty on my mind. can be say that, must be occur beautiful things on my own.
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Genesis chapter 38:9
Onan knew that the offspring wouldn't be his own heir, so whenever he had sexual relations with his brother's wife, he would spill his semen on the ground to avoid fathering offspring for his brother's.
How to get deepen reality of myself? I aim to make situation of ambiguity/me=you. It's acutually contradicted situation. But My sensibility kept getting filled while I spout out milk to me. I could feel both, but I am me.